i've been so worried about failing my exams,
i've overlooked the biggest exam of all.. my test of faith.
perhaps this is my insomnia talking right now,
but i feel so very numb- physically, emotionally, and spiritually.
* * * *
that was an indication that 5 mins has just passed by...
i'm thinking back to one of joe's sermons, about passion.
i remember him saying that our passion for christ
does not come from emotion but from our faith.
facts → faith → feelings
another possible reason for this "spiritual slump"
may be the result of my sins.
so in essence, i can just be very well be my own hindrance. :T
"how long must i wrestle with my thoughts
and everyday have sorrow in my heart?
how long will my enemy triumph over me?"
psalm 13:2
"but i trust in your unfailing love;
my heart rejoices in your salvation"
psalm 13:5
although my physical state is weak,
i am ever so joyful,
and i delight in his word and grace.
"watch and pray so that you will not fall
into temptation. the spirit is willing, but the
body is weak."
mark 14:38
be my strength, o lord- and carry me through this week.
