jpr

"reconcile, move on" says joe.. BUT HOW. HOWWWWWWW. how do i fix this. how do i fix us? i have dreams that all end happily ever after but i wake up and our friendship is exactly where it has been for the past two and half years: buried deep in all the lies and misunderstandings. maybe it's because december's approaching, but i've been starting to think about you all the time. so much so that i even have crazy thoughts to fly out there and surprise you at your door. where are you? how have you been? are you still the same person that used to lock yourself in my bathroom because you would much rather have stayed with me than go home? do you still remember all of our inside jokes? more than best friends, you were family. i miss my other half. i need my other half.