self-awareness.

i learned a lot about myself this past week more than i ever did my whole life. turns out that under high stress situations, i'm only as strong as the person who is helping me, whoever that may be. when things get tough, i immediately run to the people i love and trust to seek their help. i've been so blessed my whole life for being surrounded by folks who i can depend on that genuinely cares for me; however, a lot of times i really do depend on them to help me fix my problems rather than doing it on my own. but i guess if you're seeing the glass half full, one could say that i can be pretty resourceful in times of need. speaking of which, i've also realized that in those times when i really really need/want something, i will make that happen one way or another. i only half-ass things that i really don't find passion in, which makes it all the more easier to let them go when those things don't work out.