Eat the Word and Get Strong.

Frustration!!! Lord help me to be more diligent in reading your Word. I so desperately want to be more knowledgeable with your teachings and your scriptures so that I may be able to fight back. I really wish I could take some kind of intensive Bible study course or training where all you do is study the Word of God hardcore. I find myself many times ill-equipped with the Word of God that I hold myself back from standing firm to what I believe in because I can't back them up with concrete evidence. I pray everyday for His knowledge, wisdom and understanding; but I think the first thing I need is self-discipline. If I can't get myself to read His Word on a daily basis, how would I ever reach my goals? It's like skipping school all the time and expecting to get an A in the class.