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i hope this isn't me burning out. i can't burn out already. i am very much looking forward to prayer meeting tonight and using the time to ask God to refresh my attitude, so that i can shake off all this negativity..

on another note, i really really really need to get this bible study going.. i've been praying so hard for this and i really feel that this is absolutely necessary and the bare minimum that i must do as a christian as well as a leader to stress this upon the rest of my small group members. we need the word of God, or else any of this fellowship activities we do is futile and bears no growth.