12/30/09
Don't let my love grow cold.
Is it wrong of me to feel burnt out from all the church activities or is this normal? Physically, emotionally, and mentally I am just drained. In times like these I become concerned for my spiritual health because I have to wonder whether it's just my body being like this or it's my spirituality as well. I'm afraid of getting to the point where I start convincing myself that I don't need church for a few days because I'm totally where I should be with God. But I need Him every second of my every day because I'm afraid of what I might get myself into without Him there next to me. Matthew 26:41 "..the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak." My Father knows me so well.. He knows that I can only handle so much, thus showing me 1Thessalonians 5:19, "Do not put out the Spirit's fire." So short and simple, yet so powerful. I wear this verse on my sleeve and tonight I was reminded of it all over again.