Sigh, I'm going to try really really hard to seek God at church tomorrow.. As much as I love my home church, I find it so difficult to feel God's presence there. I get a different kind of feeling of church when I'm there. The feeling of obligation. :/ What I want is to go to a different church with a Pastor who gives messages that I actually understand rather than from one who doesn't even speak English to the kids. This language barrier really hinders me from fully worshiping God, but tomorrow I'll work on my attitude and seek God regardless of where I am.